Dear blog..
yeahh..how r u..??
what a really long time not to see u..
hahah..
so let's starting again..
did u exited with what am gonna to tell you..
this time am use title "Inside the Leaf"
i think it have a deep meaning inside the title that i make..
just now am just finish to capture and edit the leaf that one of my best buddy gave to me around 2 years ago i think..
and am still keep it save with the frame that i found it, and actually i think it quite good frame to keep save the leaf..
i will share to you the picture of the leaf at the bottom of this blog.
talking bout the best buddy that i mention just now, i think she's really the best buddy that I've ever had..i know her maybe around 4 years already..if am not mistaken i know her in one of YAD event that called TAMarin..
since that time, we close to each other and become a good friends till now.,.
and now, she become really grow..
not becoz of her ages, but bcoz of the way she think, the way she act and many things..
but eveybody change isn't it..??
and the good thing also, sumtime i can share to her what ever i feel..
nowadays she's really busy with her job, and of course her task as one of YAD committee..so we also seldom to chat each other..
don't know why, sumtime i can also miss her..hahaha..
so embarrassing to say it..
but it's true.
and sometime i can also worried bout her, bcoz of her activities that super busy until to take care of her self also really hard..
she got a job, got a college time..and YAD task..
some simple girl with a lot of task everyday..
quite strong isn't it..
we can say her as a robot also..
haha.
but she's jus a simple girl that always want to do the best.
and really interesting girl..
can't do too much..but just pray to buddha and wish the best for her..
with all her task..
and what she'll do..
am gonna be always support her.,,.as a shadow..
"don't get too tired dear my buddy..take care more also of ur self.."
ok..??
anytime u need a help or somebody, u can find me..
and am gonna do my best for you..
i will.,
that's is my lifetime promise..
and one thing that i really want to thank to you that is, the time that u give me on my last birthday..
really happy can spend with you..
and it's really become a special day to me..
bcoz of you..
really thank you for what that you have done for me..
and really thank you for the maple leaf that u gave to me..
the picture that i will upload in this blog later, is especially present for you..
wish u like it..
even i don't know u see it or not..
but hope u like it..
thank you..
ok.
finish about my buddy..
and yahh..hard to say, but i miss her...till now..
quite confuse with this feeling, but that's what am feel now..
let's start with another topic..
haha..
how r u kaka..???
hehe..fine isn't it..a new life in there was amazing i think..
with all the activities and people that u have..
take care always in there..
be happy and keep in strong..
coz u r really a strong and tough girl..
then last bout me..
now am still confuse in finding my really own way..
am just like a dumb that don't know what to do.
really disappointing with my self.
i wish i could hurry to find my way as the way i are..
old n new..
i registered my name already to join it this year.
it might really be my last year to spend with you guys..
and it's also one of my task to fulfill my promise with beloved Light longtime ago.
miss the time when i was talk to you at heaven..
wonder how many years already since the promise have been created.
and wish this year i can fulfill my promise with smoothly..
thank you for all light..
without you,am nothing..
buddha bless you always.
i've got so many lesson in this life that can impove my way of thinking.
but i don't know how to write it in this blog.
next time i'll try to share it in this blog.
ok then..
jus until here first..
and enjoy the picture..
"only belong to you"
with love and happiness..
wishing you,
this present only for you.
thank you for everything..
